At her words, Chloe's eyes widen slowly, she tightens her jaw, but she can't hold it in anymore, her hands start shaking with anger and the tears finally roll down her cheek and within seconds, a quiet sob escaping her lips.
"He left," her voice is quiet but angry, "he left me when I needed him most, he left the day of Jimmy's funeral, and he had the nerve to tell me that Jimmy died because of him." Chloe is sobbing now, still unable to get up as she had been told to sit down, she shifts on the bet restlessly, "I killed Jimmy, it's my fault he is dead, because everyone I get close to ends up leaving one way or another, because I always make all the wrong choices."
She sobs breathlessly, feeling like her chest is about to burst as she tries to let out everything she's been holding on for a month, all the pain and anger she forced herself to keep inside is now trying to come out at once and it feels like its burning her alive.
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Date: 2009-08-12 04:02 am (UTC)"He left," her voice is quiet but angry, "he left me when I needed him most, he left the day of Jimmy's funeral, and he had the nerve to tell me that Jimmy died because of him." Chloe is sobbing now, still unable to get up as she had been told to sit down, she shifts on the bet restlessly, "I killed Jimmy, it's my fault he is dead, because everyone I get close to ends up leaving one way or another, because I always make all the wrong choices."
She sobs breathlessly, feeling like her chest is about to burst as she tries to let out everything she's been holding on for a month, all the pain and anger she forced herself to keep inside is now trying to come out at once and it feels like its burning her alive.